First Post

Wow. I never actually thought that I would have a blog. Just didn't seem like the type of thing that I would do, which is funny when you consider that writing is one of the few things in life that I actually enjoy.

I've been living in Calgary now for two years. It's still hard for me to believe that I ever left Neil's Harbour. Sometimes it feels like I havn't, and this is all just a dream. Silly, I know, but I can't help it.

I've done a lot more out here then I know I ever would have done in Neil's Harbour. I've had jobs that pay more then 7 bucks an hour, a plus. I've dated losers (something I could have done at home) and used and been used by people. I've met amazing people who've become amazing friends and I've met horrible people who I wish I didn't know. And I met someone who I know I'll be spending the rest of my life with.

I've been through a lot of stuff in my life. Most of it caused by myself, letting things get inside of me, where they fester, where they stregthen, where they grow until they take over my life. I'm trying not to let that happen ever again. I can't let that happen. Ever again. My life is too important to me now.

People you will hear me talk about a lot: Rob, my boyfriend, the person who loves me so much more then I deserve. Chriss and T, two of the nicest people that you've ever met in your life, and who have been good to me. Chekov and Boris, my new Russian Dwarf Hamsters, who hate eachother. Good times!

This probably won't be updated all the time. Just when I feel like talking, and not talking with my words, because sometimes my mouth doesn't pick the right words.